I try to smile sometimes, but I just can’t make it stay…
I know it’s been a while, but I don’t understand,
why did he do it, what did I do to them?
All I ever did was love, all I ever did was laugh…
but now I can’t see today, through this stain in my past.
Sometimes I just wonder, is this even real?
Why did he do it momma, how come he doesn’t feel?
Did someone hurt him? How do I forgive?
Was he angry at me, was it something I did?
There are so many questions, I just don’t understand,
I find it so hard now, to trust any man.
Momma, please don’t cry, don’t shed any tears,
I know I’ll find healing in each passing year.
I know you never meant for him to hurt me like this,
but I need your strength now, to get us through this.
Because in the end, our life we must live…
so I need your strength, teach me to forgive.
I promise to grow, through this hurt and pain
and reach for the sunshine, like a flower in the rain.
- Dedicated to April’s flowers, Natasha and Jasmine -
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